Wednesday, April 22, 2015

Dream Angels Review!

I haven't found a bra worthy of a review in quite a while, but I picked up a Dream Angels Multi-Way by VS a couple weeks ago-Let me tell you, SO HOT!!!

Let it be known, I tried a different size variation. I bought the 34D-Thats right, I went from a European 28FFF to a 34D. There's an unnatural fit for implants I've learned to go with my instincts while shopping. Yes, my sizing guide always says 32DDD for VS but I opted for a 34D. Why? Because the bigger cups look frumpy with certain outfits! I hate it. I upped the band to 34, which is fine because there are literally 3 clasps with (5) settings! Super adjustable.

I've learned I can't pull off a 32D-DD-DDD...The way high profile implants are, they just project the volume outwards. I don't need a huge frumpy cup, I need something that can handle the projected volume & cups that bring the girls together without padding.

This sizing suggestion may not help everyone, but for my HP ladies give it a try!

Anyways, specifics of this bra-It is not padded, which i love. It gives me good enough coverage with the perfect natural lift. My boobs look perky (which they are!) and not frumpy at all. This is 100% multi-way. You can go strapless, halter, racer, etc. I'm definitely not a strapless person, I would sooner go bra-less then try to pretend a strapless will hold these babies in snuggly. With that being said, its different then the Dream Angels Demi. The multi-way has a balconet type cup, I suppose. I haven't tried the Demi version, but since this bra worked out so well I'm definitely trying the demi on next time. Best of all, it's SO incredibly sexy. I feel petite & cute wearing this. 

Excuse the awkward string/hair in this pic haha. I'm wearing this racerback for today under a tank top. The lace is sexy but seamless under wardrobe.

Another angle, I wanted to show you ladies that this bra is a miracle. No spillage, extra volume...naturally! Absolutely no padding & it fits beautifully.

The above 2 photos are from the VS website. The model does absolutely no justice, however I do admire her hair cut. Haha.

Friday, February 27, 2015

Witch Hunt

First blog post of the year! Geez, I'm a slacker.

Thoughts on my mind: Why do women keep implants a secret? Why do some women feel it's taboo to have augmentation, so they keep it a secret?

I guess a simple answer is people are assholes. Implants have been around a very long time, & even though it's very common, it's still taboo for some people. The hateful comments on my youtube page make me smile. Isn't this 2015? Are people really going out of their way to point out breast implants? Sometimes it's like a witch hunt, females look for anything to condone other women about. Problem is, I'm all out of fucks to give.

I have a family friend who treated herself to a mommy makeover after 2 kids, but if you ask her about her experience she freaks out-end of story. Can't talk about it. I'm the opposite. I'm very open about my plastic surgery, because who gives a shit?

Being open & honest has it's negatives. My breast augmentation has been a punching bag for silly girls that try to hurt my feelings. I'm sorry, but if you wear a heavily padded bra with more padding then Nikki Minaj's ass & you talk shit about me-you're mental! Breast implants do not define beauty, people have a hard time accepting beauty. Sometimes any excuse will be used to rule out the possibility you might just be a beautiful person, whether it's inside or out-or both!

I crack jokes all the time about myself, my boobs or whatever. If you can't laugh at yourself, what's the point? Some people don't translate the sarcasm. It's just a joke. When others joke about fake boobs, I think it's hilarious. If you're funny, then it's cool. If you're mean, fuck you!

I guess everyone's situation is different. If you keep you plastic surgery a secret, I hope you know you're normal. You're not a cheap slut. You're not classless. You're not a sell out. You're not an ugly monster, beautified by money. You've enhanced your true self, big deal. I take pride in the hard work it took me to pay for these babies, & I'm not ashamed to be "fake". 

Friday, December 5, 2014


Today my divorce was finalized...finally! It's been a long process, I'm so happy to be free of the stress. Funny thing is, my ex called me immediately after the final hearing. You know what one of the first things he said was? 

"Do your boobs still look good?"

I laughed so hard, because yes they do. And no, you'll never see them again.

I've always wanted my augmentation for myself, but my ex was a huge insecurity that played a role in the process. I jumped to get them done because deep down I felt maybe, just maybe, he would stop paying for "personal videos" from pornstars & pay more attention to me. I thought I would become more of his "type" I guess.

At one point I looked his "type"....big fake boobs, fit body, I dressed the part too-I was a bartender, skimpy clothes were everything. I was at one time, everything he enjoyed about porn. I've realized that sexual fantasy is different then what men want in a relationship, as much as my ex liked my transformation he didn't change. It wasn't until I made personal changes in my life that he realized it was too far gone.

When he asked me this question, I realized that maybe he was destined to to live a life where it was too little too late. I do believe he has given up because I've never once wanted or tried to get him back. I was the one who got away, but he's fine with that. He is content with what he "had". Some men are like that, there's just no explaining it. I am literally the "trophy" he once had, he cares more about bragging rights then he cared for me. Sounds conceited to say, but it's true. I was a piece of property he showed off, now I'm the "plastic" ex-wife he can brag about. There's irony in the fact I changed for him, and he didn't appreciate anything-Which changed my views of our marriage for the worse. 

I believe breast augmentation helped me grow a backbone. I realized so much after I got what "we" wanted. I realized he wasn't going to change. I realized my value, and there were people out there who appreciate me for who I am-Not my appearance alone. I also realized there were people suddenly interested in me because of my transformation, which easily separates true friends from assholes who only care about appearances. There's a confidence that comes with a transformation....I don't know how to put it in words, because I don't want to sound like plastic surgery is the answer to your problems. My experience has been positive emotionally & physically, I feel much more secure in the person I've become. It comes with age & maturity too, but plastic surgery did put me in a confident mindset.